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enough. enough. i’ve had enough. of your nonsense. go away. yes. go! i hate you. i hate guys like you. really. i really do. u understand?

p.s to everyone: I NO LONGER UPDATE HERE AFTER THIS POST. GET BACK TO SSFOREVERSS. THNKS.

GOODBYE WORDPRESS.

I HATE YOU TO THE MAX. JERKS.

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April 5, 2009 Posted by | 1 | Leave a comment

life full of shit.

like broken glasses, my heart is now broken. for whatever reason i dont want to know. i just hate you the most now. ‘perasaan benci tu selalu datang dari kasih yang terlampau.’

now i know, the truth. i couldnt face it. and now, terabe-rabe carik Pencipta Yang Maha Esa. how am i going to go through this. tears cant stop dropping.. how dare you. how dare you did that. i just couldnt bear it and asked for a break-up…

i hate you. i hate you. i hate you. i really do. i hate myself for trusting you. i hate myself for loving you, i hate you.

now what am i going to do.?

April 4, 2009 Posted by | 1 | 1 Comment

jauh di mate. dekat di hati. kan?

saye penat sangat lately. keje tk penah sikit. bayang kan, K1, K2, Explorers, Challengers. semue saye handle arabic and malay. tadik tahap kesabaran dah nk sampai tahap maksima. saye pegi masok ofis dan jumpe GURU BESAR. saye blg die. “help me. find another mudarrisah to help me. i cant afford to do this alone, especially when we move to cck later on.”

and well, she understand. but kind of, disappointed. sebab die ingat saye dpt tahan smpi kite pindah ke choa chu kang. sorry lah. but seriously. kalau teaching aje tkpe. filings. markings. updating profiles. parents checklist. bayangkan. byk sgt. kepale saye pon tadi da pusing. muntah due kali di toilet. pening.

mungkin saje saye pon tgh musim rindu merindu.. hah. dah mase2 mcm ni(stress lah konon), tkde sape saye nk mengadu. ok saye ade tuhan. Allah. setiap kali saye mengadu ngn Dia.

tapi ketiadaan strongman saye betol2 membuat saye kesunyian dan kesepian. tu yg saye asyik carik gadoh dlm talipon. sori la… tkd niat nk buat mcm tu. cume. ehem. jauh di mate. masih tetap dekat di hati. jadi saye nk eksyen2 gado2 syg. haha. phm? tk? saye pon mcm tk phm. pening seh!

oh aah. saye ade challenge baru. seorang murid dari iran register due hari lepas. masya Allah. perangai die semcm. dah lebih terok dari midun yg dulu ade dlm buku sastera saye. kalau ikutkn hati, saye pon akan bertindak mcm cikgu nye si midun tu. tapi iman saye maseh kuat. insyaAllah. kepade Tuhan yg saye amat syg, maaf kalau saye asyik mengadu dlm hati kepade Mu. Kau tabahkanlah iman aku menghadapi murid yg…. entah la. tkd social skill langsung. saye dah ditendang dan disepak nye. nasib saye ade babat. kalau tk mungkin tulang saye retak. teacher nafisah sampai MC. hah. terok kn?

bayangkan. die lari2 satu sekola tu. lahh.. nak lari? clementi stadium belakang je. blg lah nk g stadium nk lari. jgn susahkn guru nk kejar, tangkap. dah tu cikgu ditendang. tk mkn saman betol!!!

tkpe2. saye tetap sabar. akan tetapi saye tk bagi chance. saye tulis kt communication book bagi mak die bace. sampai guru MC kau! mungkin saje teacher nafisah da benci si hossein tu! sigh. ape lah saye nk buat ngn die! naseb die K2! sbb K1 saye form teacher. haha! K2 tchr naf. gdluck naf! heh.

dahla. sebenarnye hari ni saye nk luahkn bende lain. keseluruhan entry saye kali ni hanyelah bertujuan utk megadu naseb sbb saye tk dpt nk mengadu kt nun jauh di sane hari ni. talipon bimbit nya rosak. jadi? saye tk dpt la call. kesian kn? nak tahu ape? i miss you k?

bye lah.

April 1, 2009 Posted by | emotion, random | 1 Comment