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jauh di mate. dekat di hati. kan?

saye penat sangat lately. keje tk penah sikit. bayang kan, K1, K2, Explorers, Challengers. semue saye handle arabic and malay. tadik tahap kesabaran dah nk sampai tahap maksima. saye pegi masok ofis dan jumpe GURU BESAR. saye blg die. “help me. find another mudarrisah to help me. i cant afford to do this alone, especially when we move to cck later on.”

and well, she understand. but kind of, disappointed. sebab die ingat saye dpt tahan smpi kite pindah ke choa chu kang. sorry lah. but seriously. kalau teaching aje tkpe. filings. markings. updating profiles. parents checklist. bayangkan. byk sgt. kepale saye pon tadi da pusing. muntah due kali di toilet. pening.

mungkin saje saye pon tgh musim rindu merindu.. hah. dah mase2 mcm ni(stress lah konon), tkde sape saye nk mengadu. ok saye ade tuhan. Allah. setiap kali saye mengadu ngn Dia.

tapi ketiadaan strongman saye betol2 membuat saye kesunyian dan kesepian. tu yg saye asyik carik gadoh dlm talipon. sori la… tkd niat nk buat mcm tu. cume. ehem. jauh di mate. masih tetap dekat di hati. jadi saye nk eksyen2 gado2 syg. haha. phm? tk? saye pon mcm tk phm. pening seh!

oh aah. saye ade challenge baru. seorang murid dari iran register due hari lepas. masya Allah. perangai die semcm. dah lebih terok dari midun yg dulu ade dlm buku sastera saye. kalau ikutkn hati, saye pon akan bertindak mcm cikgu nye si midun tu. tapi iman saye maseh kuat. insyaAllah. kepade Tuhan yg saye amat syg, maaf kalau saye asyik mengadu dlm hati kepade Mu. Kau tabahkanlah iman aku menghadapi murid yg…. entah la. tkd social skill langsung. saye dah ditendang dan disepak nye. nasib saye ade babat. kalau tk mungkin tulang saye retak. teacher nafisah sampai MC. hah. terok kn?

bayangkan. die lari2 satu sekola tu. lahh.. nak lari? clementi stadium belakang je. blg lah nk g stadium nk lari. jgn susahkn guru nk kejar, tangkap. dah tu cikgu ditendang. tk mkn saman betol!!!

tkpe2. saye tetap sabar. akan tetapi saye tk bagi chance. saye tulis kt communication book bagi mak die bace. sampai guru MC kau! mungkin saje teacher nafisah da benci si hossein tu! sigh. ape lah saye nk buat ngn die! naseb die K2! sbb K1 saye form teacher. haha! K2 tchr naf. gdluck naf! heh.

dahla. sebenarnye hari ni saye nk luahkn bende lain. keseluruhan entry saye kali ni hanyelah bertujuan utk megadu naseb sbb saye tk dpt nk mengadu kt nun jauh di sane hari ni. talipon bimbit nya rosak. jadi? saye tk dpt la call. kesian kn? nak tahu ape? i miss you k?

bye lah.

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April 1, 2009 Posted by | emotion, random | 1 Comment

whats wrong?

i realised people tend to forget or neglect their old time friends when they found new more interesting ones now, whether intentionally or not. i dont have any idea why. i stick to my friends. and i have difficulties mingling around with new bunch of friends, seriously. its not that we do not want to be there for you, but sometimes a person did not even bother to call up their old besties, because ok, it is troublesome for you to call up someone who is busy and not infront of you that minute. but you cant simply neglect ur old besties. or, old friends.

i am not referring to anyone, but simply to let everyone know, you must treasure your old or new friends, and dont even think anyone wont listen to your problems, when you havent call up them yet. ok? get it?

life sucks partially for me now. parents wont be able to come to my grad day. i knew it. its ok though. i’m not taking degree or what pe……….. preu yg tk tau singapore recognized ke tk pe…………………..

full of shit.

February 5, 2009 Posted by | emotion | Leave a comment

sadly its true.

it was damn painful, my dear. it was. to think you could easily said that without even thinking, oh i dont know you anymore.

i cant stop crying when you said that. and i thought i was living happily. i didnt think i was in my dreams. i thought it was reality. but hell no. i was wrong, again.

when i am happy, you were there. but where are you when i feel restless, unsecure and sad?

do i have to say it again? i am hurt. hurt. badly. you think its the typical hurt isnt it. yeah. think it like that.

dont ever call me up again when you are in trouble. for i will not be there anymore.

like real.coz when you call later, i’ll be smiling. darn me.

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